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HI. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?!

It’s hard not to be bitter toward someone who is the cause of all of the unhappiness, stress, and nervous breakdowns I’ve had this semester. It’s been the worst semester of my college career and he isn’t even affected. I’ve tried so many times to start over and forget, but my insecurities won’t leave me alone. I want to just remove him and everything that reminds me of him from my life but duty calls.

— 4 months ago with 1 note
#summersummercomesoon  #noescape  #hateisunattractive 

I thought a vacation was just what I needed, but then I came back and immediately realized that my problems only get worse the more I ignore them. Now I feel like I’m drowning, that my heart is so heavy that I can’t breathe and my throat is closing up. I go through phases but so many things are emotional triggers now. When will I be happy again? I can’t see an end to my stress; I don’t know how to get rid of it. People can tell that something’s wrong, but I am unable to tell them how to help me because even I don’t know.

— 5 months ago with 1 note
#stress  #butaboutwhat 

I’m thankful for my CalSO family. I spoke about my FYE (first-year experience) today and it was great having them tell me how it resonated with them. I am especially thankful for them with the issues I’ve been dealing with this semester. It’s been hard knowing that I am the only one who failed to meet the pact I made over winter break with my friends. I let other people get to me in the end, and I am still unable to stop my worries & fears from controlling my mindset. During the feedback session, one of my fellow leaders said, “Your personality was off the charts!”

— 6 months ago
#waitingforbreak 

Life is better when I’m doing things I love but unfortunately my grades aren’t better haha. Once again doing last-minute studying for a midterm. I keep thinking about other things though. Thankfully for once it’s not Rotaract. I’m going to LA for CalSO!!! I’m going for sure during the summer but I have to respond by tomorrow for if I’m available to go during the weekdays in April. To skip class or not to skip class… All expenses paid, man.

Ate at the dining commons for the first time since freshman year. I missed the community atmosphere. It was great sitting across from the people I’ll be living and working with during the summer and just getting excited for what’s to come. We’ll be on the same floor and be going cray 24/7. I definitely wished I met such a great group of people my freshman year, but I’m happy to meet them now. Luckily, I had my Rotaract family from sophomore year on. I have to work on my CalSO speech to give during the summer regarding my first-year experience.

— 6 months ago
#yolo 

thegreatestthingever:

thatothernguyen:

are penguins even real omfg

These are for you, baby. Penguins.

(via ohmybanannas)

— 6 months ago with 401667 notes

thegreatestthingever:

thatothernguyen:

are penguins even real omfg

These are for you, baby. Penguins.

(via ohmybanannas)

— 6 months ago with 401667 notes